You know its fantabularse losing weight, seriously, I mean ALL my clothes fit nicely now, loose even. Ok so my butt wobbles just a little still and my killer thighs are still killerish like little plane kick starters BUT they are fading…
Alls fine and well with losing weight but it has serious repercussions. Losing ones insulation and padding is not good. Nope, not good at all! A while back I wrote about how when I walk into a room I absorb all the furniture into my internal gps of “points to avoid”. I’m now in a new home and for some reason my internal gps is on the brink. Now that combo with the lack of insulation and padding is just plain not good!
You see walls jump out at me as I walk past them, when I go through a doorway the blooming sides attack me hitting me on the hips and arms. It’s dangerous to the extreme. Tables also try to bite my knees and elbows, seriously they just do not like me! What I ever did to any of them I don’t know, it’s not fair either way you look at it… Cruel even specially now that I got some bones showing.
Ok moving along swiftly, today (will save you gory details) I got the fright of my life… If you were to see me you would think that I had been given a serious beating. I am blue and the bruises are everywhere!!! Hmph it is times like today that I miss my padding, my insulation.
What is worse though is that I am back to wearing my Age 12-13 t-shirts (you get the point right) which is just disheartening, just when I was gaining a decent cleavage kapoof all gone. Soon I will be mistaken for a boy again just you wait and see *sighs*
Note to God:
In my next life can I have cleavage and a better internal GPS, tis all I ask for pleeeeeease! Thank you *smiles*
Right now I am going to have a chocolate and really enjoy it, breakfast aaaaaah…. am wearing one of my beautiful new jackets given to me by two incredible humans (has insulation and needed padding making it possible to bounce softly off the above mentioned attackers)