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In Cancer, Friendship, Humans, Illness, Life's Lessons, Life's opinion, Personality, Relationships, Religion & Culture, The Other Side of Life, The world around us

It’s just not that big of a deal

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imageI want to laugh some times when people utter those words, a laugh filled with  admiration and love and then I want to open up my arms and just hug them.  I’m talking big hugs here people, bear hugs!

Some choices in our life are pretty easy to make. What to have for dinner, should your loo rolls have teddy’s on or imprints of Winnie the Pooh (honestly), you know day to day choices and the likes there of.   Then you get those bigger ones, the ones hidden from our conscious at the best of times, the ones hidden in our personality.

Some choices just are, whether they are because of who we are or because we have chosen them consciously doesn’t change them from being what they are, choices.

If you were to get really sick tomorrow, I am talking sick as in Lupus, Cancer, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Idiopathic Intercranial Hypertension (I’m trying to look really intelligent here ok just don’t get me pronouncing it) or became disabled tomorrow how will you answer the following questions?

How will you react knowing that you are sick, that your life will never be the same again, that it will be filled with pain?

Honestly now, stop for a moment and really think about it.

Will you stop living, give up everything and become cloaked in the “illness and death” of it?

Will you start expecting people to do your every bidding and by doing so give up your independence?

Will you stop caring about other peoples needs and take on the “I’m dying you owe me” attitude?

It’s a choice or is it personality, who we are?  Some of us will never be tested to the levels that others are, perhaps because we will never be able to survive the kind of pain they go through.

Last year August a close friend of mine was told that his Cancer was incurable, stage 3 Lymphatic Cancer, he was 30.  The doctors in England said said it was just a football injury, that it would go away, it never did.  He went back and he was handed the life sentence of “Look we thought it was a football injury but you have 6 weeks to live, we can extend it and perhaps cure it with chemotherapy and the likes there of”.  He went in to hospital and had his vertebrae in his neck fused together, he had the lymph glands removed, he went through the chemo, he was told “Go to South Africa there is a world renown specialist there, he has offered to do your treatment for free”.  He was on his death bed and he flew to SA on the premise that he might be cured.  He died 2 weeks later.

Through it all, right from the time he found out that he was dying he had a smile plastered on his face.  He joked around the same as always this time poking fun at his illness and making light of the situation.  He did that for those that loved him and for himself.  He did not for one minute wallow in the fact that he had a so called 6 weeks to live.  He started making plans, he decided that he was not going to die, he was going to live.  He continued his business, he made plans to travel to America and plotted his route to travel right around it on his bicycle.  He continued to live, possibly more so.

He made the choice, he fought hard to keep his head above water and right up till his last few days he was jovial right through the morphine haze and the unbearable pain, he smiled.  The one thing that he said many times over, it is no big deal, stop fussing, let me live and be.

Was he courageous? Was he brave?

In my books he was that and more.

People with illnesses of all sorts, varieties and flavours, there are too many to go and mention, get that same choice as Lee.  Do you live or are you the living dead? Big question but to these people it is not, it is the “It’s no big deal”.  We all have bad days right, these people should have more than the rest of us, they do but their attitude through it all is “I’m no different, this is my lot in life, I am going to live with it and make the best of a crap situation”.

Make the best of a bad situation?

Could you do it?

When you are going through something, when you have gone through something big, experienced something traumatic or just had it really rough you tend not to see how “BIG” it was or is, it just is.  To the rest of us, to the people who have never had to face those things be it illness, experience or both, you are pretty courageous.

Yeah you heard it right the first time.  You know how you just get up out of bed every day and do what you do, how you laugh at a joke even though it hurts like hell or how you make that cup of coffee for the other person even though it feels like you are going to snap in two… yeah you are courageous and brave.

We only know what we can take, how much we can take when life throws us a bowl of sour worms.  Whether we eat the sour worms or not is up to us.

I admire each and every person who has an illness that rocks their world in a bad way and rises above it spiritually stronger.

I admire people who can smile and laugh through the greatest pain.

I admire those who still go out of their way to help others and do their best for them.

I admire those who still have a kick ass attitude even when the chips are down.

You inspire me each and every day to never give up, it is unintentional inspiration but it is inspiration all the same.

Thank you for fighting back, the world is a better place for it.  When those chips are down just remember the friends that are there to help, reach out and you will find us there ready to catch you.

Do you have courage? Are you courageous? Are you brave?

Not to you no, you are just doing what you do

To us you are amazing!

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  1. froggywoogie
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    12 years ago

    Odd you posted that just after I had been through a phase about considering such a challenge.
    I know it’s obscurely stated but it’s on purpose.

    Again, deep reflections you bring out there.

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  2. (AR) System Error «
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    12 years ago

    […] are you wrong? How can it be not that big of a deal when you know you’re going to lose? You’re playing it safe, sitting in the corner till the […]

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  3. thatdudeyouknow
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    12 years ago

    Wow

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  4. SanityFound
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    12 years ago

    Froggywoogie that is odd but then everything happens for a reason, I felt compelled to write this one this morning. Yes, odd indeed.

    TDYK *grins*

    Glaize, that post… WOW!

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  5. vanessaleighsblog
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    12 years ago

    WOW. I admire your courage, your facing the adversity with strength, with humor, and resiliency. I am so glad that you are here…… BEAUTIFUL post.

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  6. Hayden Tompkins
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    12 years ago

    “you are just doing what you do” that is so true.

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  7. marlajayne
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    12 years ago

    Enjoyed reading this. It made me think of my sweet mother who died of cancer eight years ago, and who kept on keeping on until she could no longer even open her eyes. One morning (hope you don’t mind this personal story)a week before her death, I came into her bedroom to see my newly married daugher lying beside her, sort of propped up on her elbow so that she could get a better look at her grandmother. As an aside, my mother knew she was dying and had requested that she be allowed to die at home. Anyway, my daughter was talking, talking, talking, and my mother was lying there perfectly still with her eyes closed and a smile on her face as she listened to the voice of her granddaughter. I’m sure she felt unbearably sick and weak, but still she listened patiently and lovingly.

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  8. SanityFound
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    12 years ago

    Vanessa I am nothing compared to those women, compared to anyone facing these things and still smiling, I am nothing.

    Hayden this goes so much further into so many other aspects, you use your experience for greater good, I admire that greatly

    Marlajayne, personal stories are always welcome. That story of your mom put a big lump in my throat, so beautiful that you have such a memory of her and her spirit even more so. We don’t know what we can take until it happens, sounds like your mom chose to not let it define her. She sounds like an incredible woman for sure! Thanks for sharing that story, it made my day, honestly.

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  9. Joy
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    12 years ago

    This is indeed a great post. It sure made me think and early in the morning, with cobwebs still in brain, is hard.

    I would probably put on a brave front for the kids but inside I’d probably be wallowing totally in self pity. I’m such a thinker and worrier. But, I wouldn’t want my family to see me that way so I’d probably only wallow for a while and then “pull up my boot straps” and get on with it.

    I’m very sorry about your friend.

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  10. kwoneshe2
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    12 years ago

    I too admire those women. Great post!

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  11. SanityFound
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    12 years ago

    Joy I’m like you in that sense I think, I hope I will be strong enough within my spirit to stand up and smile, be normal and face it head on. Hope.

    Thanks hun, he lived each and every day of his life, he was amazing.

    Kwoneshe2 it is puts a smile on my face when people don’t know just how inspiring they really are.

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  12. Amber
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    12 years ago

    *Speechless…………………………..*

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  13. SanityFound
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    12 years ago

    *huge hugs*

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  14. deepsm25
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    12 years ago

    Guess, you should have added your name to all those people that you must have thought of while writing this post. Beautiful gurl!

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  15. SanityFound
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    12 years ago

    Deeps I don’t quite know what to say to that other than thanks and you can have another ice-cream nows!

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  16. Martha
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    12 years ago

    Love this. My niece recently had her horoscope done by a very good astrologer. She said: Everything is right, except for one thing: I’m NOT courageous! 🙂

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