At birth we are full of wonder, new sights, sounds and smells envelope our senses. We are more open to people, learning and life. Something happens along the way and each year as we grow older we start learning that not all in the world is good, kind or nice. We harden and start blocking our senses in order to protect what we hold dear. … Continue reading Scars on the Soul and acts of Kindness
When life seems so black and white, when the world feels like it’s crashing down and that the end has to be near because there is nothing to live for anymore. When you sit there with a bunch of pills in your left and a bottle of the finest whisky in your right, believe that it is not the end but that in order to appreciate what is about to come your way you have to hit rock bottom and truly feel it through every ember of your being… Continue reading This is your Awakening, not your Ending
I used to get so stuck on this question, people would come into my life and I would start to emulate them. At times I it was unknown to me that I was even doing but then at other times it was concerted. Right from the start I was a blank canvas needing splashes of colour, I felt for the most part without personality as … Continue reading Who am I?
Some days I just want to press Fast Forward never mind pressing Pause! Pause? What’s that? Come on, you have to be kidding! Pause? Bugger that sorry mate, catch a wake up and grab a stronger coffee because your current flava isn’t cutting it! Pause? Ok a few times I have sat back and searched high and low for the rewind button but generally that … Continue reading Knowing when to press Pause
Ever walked into a room and there up on the wall sits a photo or painting that is skew. Does it drive you nuts or do you not care?
Don’t know about you but it drives me insane. Perhaps this is just the Virgo in me coming out but I feel forced to correct it with haste. That said I can’t always reach it without finding a ladder first, sometimes they are just too high up for my tallness.
Now lets say you didn’t correct it, you are aware of it and you have a whole bunch of friends over. The whole time everyone is laughing and having fun you are slightly unsettled. Your mind keeps drifting back to that skew picture up on the wall keeping you from enjoying the moment fully. You laugh but it isn’t fully. You smile but it isn’t fully. There is something else on your mind.
If you had accepted that the painting is skew and had peace with the fact that, no matter what, it will remain like that would you be able to enjoy the party more fully? Would you be able to be fully “in the moment”?
Self worth and love are interesting creatures. When they aren’t present things can turn nasty beyond our comprehension, the two silent killers. Think Godzilla with a bit of King Kong mixed in with Anaconda and Winnie the Pooh (sorry Pooh Bear). Monster 1: Nada-del-self-worth I am not worthy of their love I don’t deserve to be happy I don’t deserve the success The success I … Continue reading Slaying the Monsters
I am thankful for my past, I am thankful for my present and for my future what ever it may be I am thankful for the people in my life, the gifts of love they give unto me and the joy that they bring me I am thankful Somedays we forget To look around us Somedays we can’t see The joy that surrounds us So … Continue reading Thankful
IDC Virus? Inspiration Daisy Chain, the fastest spreading virus known to mankind. Inspiration is a daisy chain that intertwines and evolves. What most do not know is that this very Daisy Chain of Inspiration is the oldest and fastest spreading disease of our time and of times past. It is so silent sometimes that it spreads with out people realising, people get infected by it … Continue reading Inspirations Daisy Chain
I am the first to admit that I have an eclectic taste in music, on any given day I can go from listening to Manson to Beethoven or Floyd only to revert back to listening to a bit of Eminem followed by Sheryl Crow and James Taylor with the cherry on the cake being U2 – with me anything goes. The song “Stronger” by Will … Continue reading Stronger
I am the definition of contradiction, I am the Queen Mason and Patient Gardener, I am both and all at the same time. From the age of naught, since the time I was but a spec on the imagination of my mother and possibly my fathers mind’s, I have been the Gardener in the people I meet’s lives. A wilting flower? No sweat I will … Continue reading Masonry Queen becomes Patient Gardener